Sometimes love knocks you down

Goodness I haven't blogged in a while. So anyway, i'm sure you're all aware of a friend of mine. I don't wanna mention her name, but you know who i'm talking about. We became friends and she was such a good girl. great girl in fact. innocent and didn't care about what people thought and about doing bad stuff and she was a good muslim girl but everything has changed and i feel like it's my fault. not in the way that i "influenced" her because it's not like i've ever done any of the stuff that she has been doing lately. it's my fault that she's changed because before she became friends with me, literally no one knew who she was and her old best friend was so boring and kind of kept her sheltered so she wasn't really exposed to high school life. she didn't care about boys and drinking until she met me. not in a narcissistic way, but i'm pretty well-known at school. she liked my personality and met the people i knew and everything just changed. People started to notice how pretty she is and boys started to notice her and it really got to her head. she started dressing differently, wanting to be more free and eventually she started to go to parties every weekend and lie to me, her best friend, about them. it's hard when you feel like you know someone so well, but then you find out in the worst way possible that you really don't know them at all. we have literally nothing in common anymore. she likes to drink, go to parties, make out with random boys, go to parties, and go to parties and she says she does it to "experience" high school and she doesn't even realize how insignificant that stuff is afterwards and what it does to you. I don't care about any of that stuff so what how are we supposed to be friends? she's changed so much. she's a bad girl now. i know that sounds completely silly, but she is. even with the stuff she wears, being a muslim girl. it also hurts when i bring something up like this and she thinks i'm "judging her" and she gets SOOO defensive and so mean and starts yelling and all i'm trying to do is look out for her because she's my best friend and i care about her. I hate hearing people telling me Monday morning that she got really drunk over the weekend, it makes me worry and it makes me upset that SHE didn't tell me herself. i guess she doesn't wanna be cared for and maybe i should stop and let her learn the hard way what can happen to her. these people she's been spending time with are bad people and can do stuff to her, but she doesn't get it. she's turned into something completely different from what i knew before and i just don't know what to do. this girl's a slut now. i'm sorry to say, but she is. so you see how this is MY fault? if it weren't for me becoming friends with her, this would've never happened. whatevs though it's good to know i'm the good one.