Let's get down to business

How many movies have i seen this summer??

1. Wanted

2. Hancock

3. Get Smart

4. Wall E.
....that's 4?? I DON'T HAVE A GOAL BUT IF I DID, IT'D MOSDEF BE MORE THAN THAT.

5. Dark Knight

6. Sisterhood of the travelling WHAT??!! 2


I feel like life is slipping out of my hands.

i waste so much time it's not even funny.

but anywayyyyyy so heres some random information about me [and some other things...;)] just for your enjoyment because i surreeeusly got nothin ta do.

my sister is in maryland right now for a scholar thing
i am 17, going on 18
tomato is a vegetable.
i do not drive. yet.
my bedroom is pink.
miley cyrus is a [soon-to-be] slut
Christine Chaaban is my best best bff best friend in the entire world.
....right aftuh the sistah.
i'm pretty sure i can live off of frozen yogurt.
i like jeans
i like tyra banks
oprah
and david beckham.
i wanna be a clinical psychologist.
i mean it this time. ;)
i like food
victoria's secret is owned by a man
i LOVE deodorant.
almond joy should be called coconut joy considering the majority of the chocolate is coconut.
Do I pod? no i do not.
Do I phone? yes i do.
Do I touch? yes.
Do I pod...nano? no i don't.
Do I 2009? EW.
interesting.
my cell phone is my child.
I TAed for wendland this summer, that was fun. I got an A+.
I am a fob at heart. i really do believe that.
Eat like you can neva get fat
My sister will be attending USC! in the fall. GO TROJANS!
She got a full scholarship. :)
I love my sister
and my momma
and my poppa
They be da best
Bend, girl! BEND!
LIMBO! LIMBO!
i also like victoria beckham
and aishwarya rai [bachchan]

i guess that's all for now.

Salvador Chavez

'tis true i am dedicating an entire blog to sal, salvador, salmonella, El salvador (his favorite) chavez.

adorable
funny
innocent
naive
clever!
wendland-hater
el salvador
got whipped by his daddy
beena, can you tell me what time it is?
the clock is right in front you, sal
but i can't tell time
you're kidding?
no.
salvador.
please tell me.
10:32, sal.
i was just kidding, of course i can read time!
then tell me sal, if the big hand is on the 5, and the little one is on the 11, what time is it?
11:05?
SALVADOR!! oh my gosh.
hahahhaha...11:25!! just kidding.
HA!


diva
"don't start with me" (with the finger twisting)
"why?"
Gives "diva-tude" to wendland
wendland is mean to him
El Salvador is a true "diva" (lil john). ha!

i love you salvador!

just a day, just an ordinary day.

just trying to get by.


in summer school, that is.

-Salvador diva
-alexis-axis
-christian tiffany
-tube top amandapanda
-tasha fish
-jackie...welll....
-DESTINEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hold that mouth!
-Jorge-Felipe-huhh??
-Sam fitty-nine
-Sam-thinks she's hot-rude to wendland-called him fat and ugly to his face-warped tour vents?- well, sor-ry!
-lil' john. cutie pie.
-Abdallah, do a somersault!
-You're a magazine!
-HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
-Beena laughs at everything
-Wendland's class.


first year takin summer school and who mofo-in knew it'd be this much fun??! out salt in wendland's water today. twas jackie's way of getting back at him for all the hot messes he's given her. he was disappointed...i suppose i would be to if i was expecting some huge prank and it ended up to be salt in my water (???) but twas very funny. We all laughed super hard. Stomach cramps. WOWA. tomorrow is thank gosh my last day and after that, it's TA for wendland. 1st AND 2nd period! SICKKKNESSSS. Summer school is taking over my life, i swear.

anyone up fo chillin???

wait...

don't answer that.

My 6,205th day of this incredible journey called "Life"

But day one of furreal furreal blogging.

I really do regret what I did. I regretted it since the day it was produced in my mind. I think what i did is proof that desperate times really do call for desperate measures. Please excuse my ambiguity in telling you exactly what it is that i did. I'm not trying to set you up for excitement or create thoughts in your head, but I honestly cannot tell you what happened. I guess i'm just writing to clear my mind, but not give away too much personal info. And hey! No one's forcing you to read this, right? I think if you compare everything bad thing i've done in my life, this is definitely to worst one. No it has no relevance to drugs, alcohol, a fight, or a boy...but it was still terrible. I feel so bad. I usually don't have a conscience about anything i do, but this time i did. I never slept because all i could think about was what will happen to me the next day. It's over now and i got what i expected. But i think if anyone were in my situation...as many times as i have been...they would have acted along the lines of how i did. I'm not a bad person, i just do things without thinking and never really think about what will happen to me in the future. I'm a live for today kinda girl. Because of what i did, i can't go to this concert that i've been DYING to go to since i found out about it last year and the sand of trust with my parents at the top of the hourglass is slowly falling down.

But it's okay, right?? I'm only human and how can i learn without making mistakes? I will never lie again. I can't and i refuse to. What's done is done. this dark past is the past and the only way to go now is ahead. The future is what awaits and i know it's gonna be bright. :)

-Beena