i still don't know what to get my sister. O!M!G!
until then...merry christmas to all, and to all a goodnight!
Saturday, December 20, 2008
christmas blues
i still don't know what to get my sister. O!M!G!
until then...merry christmas to all, and to all a goodnight!
until then...merry christmas to all, and to all a goodnight!
simply having a wonderful christmas time
welll...christmas is here!! YAY!! goodness i love it. now, if you're a muslim and you're reading you're probably thinking that beena is an abomination to islam. well too bad.
i don't think i have a single christian friend who reads the Bible with their family on Christmas day and drinks a glass of wine and recites hymns about the Virgin Mary. ANYONE can celebrate Christmas. ANYONE because giving gifts to people and decorating your house is never wrong. It's really not a big deal. My other Muslim friends kinda look down on me cause my family celebrates it and it's surprising cause they're from the same generation as me so i'd expect them to understand, but they don't. It's not like my family goes to church and does anything related to Christianity we just like it because the decorations are so pretty and we love the smell of christmas trees and we love decorating them and we like giving gifts to each other. there's nothing wrong with that. it's a beautiful holiday, it really is. the packed shopping malls, the xmas lights, ornaments, happy christmas music, sparkly wrapping paper, egg nog..."christ" is just in its name. when we muslims celebrate it, we're not celebrating it FOR christ, we're celebrating it because it makes us feel good and it's fun to participate in it or else you look like a boring loser. My family has a tree set up and gifts underneath because it just looks so nice. that's all. i don't see how in any way we are disrespecting our own religion.
Tomorrow is my annual CHRISTMAS PARTAYYYY!!!! I'm excited, there's so much to do! baking, shopping, cleaning, calling. it's gonna be a busy sunday. but i'm excited. it's Christine's first time coming to one of my christmas parties so i'm veryyyyy anxious.
ASB delivered stockings stuffed with kettle corn, candy and starbucks to all the teachers. I had to deliver stockings in a t-shirt and vest in 50 degree rainy weather! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THROUGH?!! but i suppose i had fun along the way. i wanted to go to wendland and deshan but someone else covered their buildings.:( i was dressed up as a cute little elf. :) all red and green'd out. i love my asb family. i really do. i was the photographer of the day and took pictures of all the asb'ers during class. i sent em to steph, caused she asked me to, but she didn't even use them. i dont't think she likes me. she's kinda not nice to me...but it's okay. i'll still be nice to her. :) lunch took place in the asb room that day for it was freezing outside and christine, daniya and myself wanted to stay warm and dry. we had fun taking more pictures.
anyway, christmastime has been fun. it started off terribly but it's gotten a lot better. it actually feels like christmas now and i can't wait til December 25th to open up my gifts and drink egg nog!! Christine's birthday is also on monday! OOOOH I CAN'T WAIT!! i can't wait til she opens her gift!!! WOOOOTTT!!!! life's been swell...i gotta say.
until then...merry christmas everyone!
i don't think i have a single christian friend who reads the Bible with their family on Christmas day and drinks a glass of wine and recites hymns about the Virgin Mary. ANYONE can celebrate Christmas. ANYONE because giving gifts to people and decorating your house is never wrong. It's really not a big deal. My other Muslim friends kinda look down on me cause my family celebrates it and it's surprising cause they're from the same generation as me so i'd expect them to understand, but they don't. It's not like my family goes to church and does anything related to Christianity we just like it because the decorations are so pretty and we love the smell of christmas trees and we love decorating them and we like giving gifts to each other. there's nothing wrong with that. it's a beautiful holiday, it really is. the packed shopping malls, the xmas lights, ornaments, happy christmas music, sparkly wrapping paper, egg nog..."christ" is just in its name. when we muslims celebrate it, we're not celebrating it FOR christ, we're celebrating it because it makes us feel good and it's fun to participate in it or else you look like a boring loser. My family has a tree set up and gifts underneath because it just looks so nice. that's all. i don't see how in any way we are disrespecting our own religion.
Tomorrow is my annual CHRISTMAS PARTAYYYY!!!! I'm excited, there's so much to do! baking, shopping, cleaning, calling. it's gonna be a busy sunday. but i'm excited. it's Christine's first time coming to one of my christmas parties so i'm veryyyyy anxious.
ASB delivered stockings stuffed with kettle corn, candy and starbucks to all the teachers. I had to deliver stockings in a t-shirt and vest in 50 degree rainy weather! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THROUGH?!! but i suppose i had fun along the way. i wanted to go to wendland and deshan but someone else covered their buildings.:( i was dressed up as a cute little elf. :) all red and green'd out. i love my asb family. i really do. i was the photographer of the day and took pictures of all the asb'ers during class. i sent em to steph, caused she asked me to, but she didn't even use them. i dont't think she likes me. she's kinda not nice to me...but it's okay. i'll still be nice to her. :) lunch took place in the asb room that day for it was freezing outside and christine, daniya and myself wanted to stay warm and dry. we had fun taking more pictures.
anyway, christmastime has been fun. it started off terribly but it's gotten a lot better. it actually feels like christmas now and i can't wait til December 25th to open up my gifts and drink egg nog!! Christine's birthday is also on monday! OOOOH I CAN'T WAIT!! i can't wait til she opens her gift!!! WOOOOTTT!!!! life's been swell...i gotta say.
until then...merry christmas everyone!
Is it too late to 'pologize?
Alright, alright. So i know i said i'd post a new blog after i hung out with christine again...and i think it's safe to say that i HAVE hung out with her...several times in fact during the past month...what kind of best friend would i be if i didn't?? Back to the point...i didn't blog cause i guess life just got too busy after those fires. Not that they affected me or my family, but i'm just givin you a time frame type thing. It was after the fires when i got busy. Ya feel me?? I'm not exactly sure with what but with something. And christine and i hung out and i just forgot about my precious little blogger. But now i'm blogging so everything's cool, right??
annnnyyyywaaaayyyy. What did Christine and I do?? Saw V was it?? And other stuff, but i forget. :) Saw V was a disaster. Not scary at all, and i am PRONE to fear. I'm afraid of flies no joke. But i was laughing during half of that lame movie and forcing myself to stay awake during the other half. I guess that sums the movie up but then again, i suppose you need to have seen every single Saw movie in order to understand and in a way "appreciate" number 5. but still...i was disappointed. and the ending...can you say RETARDED?!! this guys gets smushed between two walls. come on now. hollywood can only do SO much. don't push it guys. Anyhow christine and i also went to the brea mall and had cpk with some friends. that was fun i guess. a little disappointing. not as fun as i expected it to be but whaddya do??
what else has been goin on in my life? My phone was taken away for 2 weeks...i told a lie. :( but it's back in action now. :) it really was a terrible two weeks, but i sucked it up. didn't complain once. refused to let my parents have the satisfaction of knowing that i was mad about my phone being taken away. ya feel? but i got it back. papa couldn't stand the inconvenience of not being able to get a hold of me at school. :) Anyway, things are up and peachy now. School's goin alright, french is a draaaaaaag...(that was an onomatopoeia!) everything else is fine. i miss mr. wendland's class. :( most of my really good high school memories took place in his classes. freshman year and SS. I don't think you've experienced high school unless you've had mr. wendland for a teacher lol his class was so much fun. everything is hilarious. good times...i really miss it but i go and visit from time to time. Graduating is gonna be hard. :(
well...winter's here. yuck. i hate rain and frizzy hair.
until then...
annnnyyyywaaaayyyy. What did Christine and I do?? Saw V was it?? And other stuff, but i forget. :) Saw V was a disaster. Not scary at all, and i am PRONE to fear. I'm afraid of flies no joke. But i was laughing during half of that lame movie and forcing myself to stay awake during the other half. I guess that sums the movie up but then again, i suppose you need to have seen every single Saw movie in order to understand and in a way "appreciate" number 5. but still...i was disappointed. and the ending...can you say RETARDED?!! this guys gets smushed between two walls. come on now. hollywood can only do SO much. don't push it guys. Anyhow christine and i also went to the brea mall and had cpk with some friends. that was fun i guess. a little disappointing. not as fun as i expected it to be but whaddya do??
what else has been goin on in my life? My phone was taken away for 2 weeks...i told a lie. :( but it's back in action now. :) it really was a terrible two weeks, but i sucked it up. didn't complain once. refused to let my parents have the satisfaction of knowing that i was mad about my phone being taken away. ya feel? but i got it back. papa couldn't stand the inconvenience of not being able to get a hold of me at school. :) Anyway, things are up and peachy now. School's goin alright, french is a draaaaaaag...(that was an onomatopoeia!) everything else is fine. i miss mr. wendland's class. :( most of my really good high school memories took place in his classes. freshman year and SS. I don't think you've experienced high school unless you've had mr. wendland for a teacher lol his class was so much fun. everything is hilarious. good times...i really miss it but i go and visit from time to time. Graduating is gonna be hard. :(
well...winter's here. yuck. i hate rain and frizzy hair.
until then...
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Burn! Baby, Burn!
So of course as you all know, we've had these fires going on for quite some time now and even though my family and I are not victims of them, It's devastating. We went to denny's this morning and the place was packed...i mean literally PACKED with evacuees who spent the night there. My gosh, it was horrible and I can't even begin to say how grateful I am that, alhumdullilah, my family and I are okay and the fires didn't hit our area of Chino Hills. Chino Hills State Park is really close to where I live, but we didn't get any fire. No evacuees, nothing. I can only imagine what it would be like to have my house burned down. We saw homes on the news that were burnt to the ground and one even burned while the family was gone. It's just horrible and I can't stop thanking Allah that I am not in the position of those families and children. The CHSP fire has been blown out but ashes are everywhere, even where I live and the smell is horrible...but a bad smell is better than a burnt down house. My prayers go out to all those families who had to evacuate or lost someone and to those who were injured....
but on a positive note...
school is closed down! and it's not positive because I get to miss school, it's positive because our school is being used as a shelter for all the evacuees...as well as diamond bar and ayala high school. I think i'm gonna volunteer at Ayala.
Anyway...if you're reading this and had to evacuate, lost someone or were injured during these fires, my prayers and condolences go out to you. Stay positive. Everything, inshallah, will be okay.
but on a positive note...
school is closed down! and it's not positive because I get to miss school, it's positive because our school is being used as a shelter for all the evacuees...as well as diamond bar and ayala high school. I think i'm gonna volunteer at Ayala.
Anyway...if you're reading this and had to evacuate, lost someone or were injured during these fires, my prayers and condolences go out to you. Stay positive. Everything, inshallah, will be okay.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
back to life...back to reality...
Because Ramadan is over, I can get back to doing my normal things again. Wearing skirts and dresses, hanging out with friends and waking up at a normal time. My days of melrose and movies are back in action and who knows?? I might even go to Knott's scawee fawm this yee-uh. But we'll see. Ooooooohhhhhh i can't wait. I haven't hung out with friends in a month...i feel like i don't have any!! :( i feel like CHARLES KURT! hahahahha sorry. anyway...until next time.
Beena.
p to the s.
i will write a new blog when i hang out with christine again. hopefully this weekend.
JUST A REMINDER:
HOMECOMING IS COMING UP IN 9 DAYS AND I HAVE NO ONE TO GO WITH.
This is not a cry for a date or a buddy...i'm just venting. i am expressing these fragile emotions to the world. i feel pathetic. i feel more like charles kurt than ever before. :( god help me.
Beena.
p to the s.
i will write a new blog when i hang out with christine again. hopefully this weekend.
JUST A REMINDER:
HOMECOMING IS COMING UP IN 9 DAYS AND I HAVE NO ONE TO GO WITH.
This is not a cry for a date or a buddy...i'm just venting. i am expressing these fragile emotions to the world. i feel pathetic. i feel more like charles kurt than ever before. :( god help me.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Hai RAMAdan!
alright, so today's the second to last day of ramadan and strange as it sounds, i'm kinda sad. I was getting so tired of the not eating and I would pray to get my you-know-what so I didn't have to fast. Sadly enough, I never got my you-know-what this month...so i had to fast EVERY DAY. But now that it's all about to end, I'm sad. I feel like it barely started. you really never know the value of something until it's gone. Ramadan really is a beautiful time of the year. It's like a 5th season. Winter is cold and dry, Spring is hot and green, Summer is hot and orange, Fall is brown and chilly, Ramadan is pure and calming and understanding and unifying. I know this sounds strange coming from someone who would complain about not eating everyday, but i mean it. It shouldn't be taken for granted and it really changes your perspective about things. I complained about not eating for 14 hours, but there are people in this world where it's Ramadan for them literally every day of their lives. They wake up for Fajr, eat and probably don't have another meal for the rest of the day. It's so sad and it's specifically during this time of the year where thanking God is absolutely necessary. Crucial, in fact.
Last night i was getting water from my fridge. You know how there's an ice part and a water part. I was getting water and didn't realize that I had taken too much so I threw the rest of it out. 2 minutes later i started thinking that I have an unlimited supply of water for me every single day. I can take as much as I want and throw away as much as I want because the water isn't going to run out. And then there are children and families who not only do not have water, but the water they do have is completely unsanitary. I felt so selfish for throwing away that water, I just sat down and literally thanked Allah. It's sad how we take these blessings for granted and think that it's okay to waste these things that to us, seem common when people out there don't even have the option of whether to throw that water away or not. We need to start realizing what we have and how lucky we are. Embrace each and every nook and cranny of what you have and I think when we begin doing so, that's when we realize the true meaning of Ramadan.
Last night i was getting water from my fridge. You know how there's an ice part and a water part. I was getting water and didn't realize that I had taken too much so I threw the rest of it out. 2 minutes later i started thinking that I have an unlimited supply of water for me every single day. I can take as much as I want and throw away as much as I want because the water isn't going to run out. And then there are children and families who not only do not have water, but the water they do have is completely unsanitary. I felt so selfish for throwing away that water, I just sat down and literally thanked Allah. It's sad how we take these blessings for granted and think that it's okay to waste these things that to us, seem common when people out there don't even have the option of whether to throw that water away or not. We need to start realizing what we have and how lucky we are. Embrace each and every nook and cranny of what you have and I think when we begin doing so, that's when we realize the true meaning of Ramadan.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
long time no blog
Hi again.
Gosh its been a while since i've written in this, but i guess that's what happens with diary-type things. you get distracted in the process. schools kept me really busy but oy am i lovin it. love the classes and love the people that come with them even more. ASB is amazing and i'm very fortunate to be part of such an awesome group of people. ignore the cheesiness.
Francais 4 AP
Civics
Dance
A!S!B!
TA
AP English.
lovinitlovinitlovinit.
So anyway, like i said before school has been nothing but great. i guess you kinda get over the waking up early part when you hit pierre rd and see all the amazing people that many of us walnutters call a second home.
Jacquot is jacquot. Adorably evil
C is for cute. C is for calderon.
Tomlin's pretty crazy. but pretty funny. but pretty tough.
Schultz is schultz. i love schultz.
Juarez-Medina (or...according to christine "huarez-medina") teaches you about life. i suppose that's more important than english....
Holmes. 6+ feet of brilliance.
such a diverse group of people. but the only option you have is to love em.
Besides school, life's been pretty sad since my sister moved out. U!S!C! yeah. she got in! she's enjoying life in her tuscany apartment with her roommates and im here with mom and dad. i miss the spending sprees at nordstrom, pinkberry whelming, and late night chats. yeah it's sad. i feel like an only child, but it's okay cause i got ma christiiiiiiiiiiine!!!! and i love her like a sister. WORKITOUT!
i really hope this year is everything i expected it to be. financially it is...hahahahah....people wise....it's getting there...friends wise...couldn't be better....family wise....almost there...brain wise...been there since the womb.
it's S!E!N!I!O!R! YEAR!!! allah-miya! what am i WORRYING about? this year isn't gonna be anything but perfect.
Gosh its been a while since i've written in this, but i guess that's what happens with diary-type things. you get distracted in the process. schools kept me really busy but oy am i lovin it. love the classes and love the people that come with them even more. ASB is amazing and i'm very fortunate to be part of such an awesome group of people. ignore the cheesiness.
Francais 4 AP
Civics
Dance
A!S!B!
TA
AP English.
lovinitlovinitlovinit.
So anyway, like i said before school has been nothing but great. i guess you kinda get over the waking up early part when you hit pierre rd and see all the amazing people that many of us walnutters call a second home.
Jacquot is jacquot. Adorably evil
C is for cute. C is for calderon.
Tomlin's pretty crazy. but pretty funny. but pretty tough.
Schultz is schultz. i love schultz.
Juarez-Medina (or...according to christine "huarez-medina") teaches you about life. i suppose that's more important than english....
Holmes. 6+ feet of brilliance.
such a diverse group of people. but the only option you have is to love em.
Besides school, life's been pretty sad since my sister moved out. U!S!C! yeah. she got in! she's enjoying life in her tuscany apartment with her roommates and im here with mom and dad. i miss the spending sprees at nordstrom, pinkberry whelming, and late night chats. yeah it's sad. i feel like an only child, but it's okay cause i got ma christiiiiiiiiiiine!!!! and i love her like a sister. WORKITOUT!
i really hope this year is everything i expected it to be. financially it is...hahahahah....people wise....it's getting there...friends wise...couldn't be better....family wise....almost there...brain wise...been there since the womb.
it's S!E!N!I!O!R! YEAR!!! allah-miya! what am i WORRYING about? this year isn't gonna be anything but perfect.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
summa and otha
so summer is pretty much OVA. it's kinda depressing. Family came over from the motherland and i ta'ed for K-WED this summa...hahahahhaha is all i can say about that. i love you mr. johnny bravo! worked ASB registration. and when i say work...i mean it. ;0 The BF came over a few times to pay me little visit during summaskoool. Hung out with the chaaban's. pretty chill summer. didn't gain any weight...lost a few...feelin fat. as usual! is that totally I.E?!? I simply cannot stand the thought of going back to portables, incoming freshfish, curly headed guy (not chu brian), and textbooks that smell odd. and did i mention that i'm only on page 43 of Frankenstein!!!??????
i LOVE sleeping in and sleeping at 3:00 in the morning...at the earliest. but it's all about to end. with a roar. i have nothing to brag about this summer. just the shopping, but that's every summer. and i think that applies to everyone.
sia ahmadi is a LOSER.
but it's senior year, babay. can't complain about that. i mean, i can...takin a few AP's...but who doesn't?? if school started at 12:00 in the afternoon, i'd be much better off. OH GOD NO! school is starting? i don't think you've realized that. has it REALLY registered in that tiny little thing of yours that you call a brain that SCHOOL IS STARTING ON MONDAY??!! summer is over. it just ended. 6 weeks wasted being a TA. are you mofoin kiddin me?? i swear. i already bought the black nail polish i just need red lipstick, fishnets, a whip and i'm all set. Im so angry that summer is ending! im about to turn into a full-fledged rebel. with a cause. maybe without. i dunno. AND the sister is movin out??! LIKE HELLLLOO!!? does the world have no sympathy? im losing my best friend! to what? USC?!
laaaaaame. PROZAC! PROZAC! PROZAC!!!
and sia ahmadi is a LOSER.
no thanks. and no welcome.
i LOVE sleeping in and sleeping at 3:00 in the morning...at the earliest. but it's all about to end. with a roar. i have nothing to brag about this summer. just the shopping, but that's every summer. and i think that applies to everyone.
sia ahmadi is a LOSER.
but it's senior year, babay. can't complain about that. i mean, i can...takin a few AP's...but who doesn't?? if school started at 12:00 in the afternoon, i'd be much better off. OH GOD NO! school is starting? i don't think you've realized that. has it REALLY registered in that tiny little thing of yours that you call a brain that SCHOOL IS STARTING ON MONDAY??!! summer is over. it just ended. 6 weeks wasted being a TA. are you mofoin kiddin me?? i swear. i already bought the black nail polish i just need red lipstick, fishnets, a whip and i'm all set. Im so angry that summer is ending! im about to turn into a full-fledged rebel. with a cause. maybe without. i dunno. AND the sister is movin out??! LIKE HELLLLOO!!? does the world have no sympathy? im losing my best friend! to what? USC?!
laaaaaame. PROZAC! PROZAC! PROZAC!!!
and sia ahmadi is a LOSER.
no thanks. and no welcome.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Let's get down to business
How many movies have i seen this summer??
1. Wanted
2. Hancock
3. Get Smart
4. Wall E.
....that's 4?? I DON'T HAVE A GOAL BUT IF I DID, IT'D MOSDEF BE MORE THAN THAT.
5. Dark Knight
6. Sisterhood of the travelling WHAT??!! 2
I feel like life is slipping out of my hands.
i waste so much time it's not even funny.
but anywayyyyyy so heres some random information about me [and some other things...;)] just for your enjoyment because i surreeeusly got nothin ta do.
my sister is in maryland right now for a scholar thing
i am 17, going on 18
tomato is a vegetable.
i do not drive. yet.
my bedroom is pink.
miley cyrus is a [soon-to-be] slut
Christine Chaaban is my best best bff best friend in the entire world.
....right aftuh the sistah.
i'm pretty sure i can live off of frozen yogurt.
i like jeans
i like tyra banks
oprah
and david beckham.
i wanna be a clinical psychologist.
i mean it this time. ;)
i like food
victoria's secret is owned by a man
i LOVE deodorant.
almond joy should be called coconut joy considering the majority of the chocolate is coconut.
Do I pod? no i do not.
Do I phone? yes i do.
Do I touch? yes.
Do I pod...nano? no i don't.
Do I 2009? EW.
interesting.
my cell phone is my child.
I TAed for wendland this summer, that was fun. I got an A+.
I am a fob at heart. i really do believe that.
Eat like you can neva get fat
My sister will be attending USC! in the fall. GO TROJANS!
She got a full scholarship. :)
I love my sister
and my momma
and my poppa
They be da best
Bend, girl! BEND!
LIMBO! LIMBO!
i also like victoria beckham
and aishwarya rai [bachchan]
i guess that's all for now.
1. Wanted
2. Hancock
3. Get Smart
4. Wall E.
....that's 4?? I DON'T HAVE A GOAL BUT IF I DID, IT'D MOSDEF BE MORE THAN THAT.
5. Dark Knight
6. Sisterhood of the travelling WHAT??!! 2
I feel like life is slipping out of my hands.
i waste so much time it's not even funny.
but anywayyyyyy so heres some random information about me [and some other things...;)] just for your enjoyment because i surreeeusly got nothin ta do.
my sister is in maryland right now for a scholar thing
i am 17, going on 18
tomato is a vegetable.
i do not drive. yet.
my bedroom is pink.
miley cyrus is a [soon-to-be] slut
Christine Chaaban is my best best bff best friend in the entire world.
....right aftuh the sistah.
i'm pretty sure i can live off of frozen yogurt.
i like jeans
i like tyra banks
oprah
and david beckham.
i wanna be a clinical psychologist.
i mean it this time. ;)
i like food
victoria's secret is owned by a man
i LOVE deodorant.
almond joy should be called coconut joy considering the majority of the chocolate is coconut.
Do I pod? no i do not.
Do I phone? yes i do.
Do I touch? yes.
Do I pod...nano? no i don't.
Do I 2009? EW.
interesting.
my cell phone is my child.
I TAed for wendland this summer, that was fun. I got an A+.
I am a fob at heart. i really do believe that.
Eat like you can neva get fat
My sister will be attending USC! in the fall. GO TROJANS!
She got a full scholarship. :)
I love my sister
and my momma
and my poppa
They be da best
Bend, girl! BEND!
LIMBO! LIMBO!
i also like victoria beckham
and aishwarya rai [bachchan]
i guess that's all for now.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Salvador Chavez
'tis true i am dedicating an entire blog to sal, salvador, salmonella, El salvador (his favorite) chavez.
adorable
funny
innocent
naive
clever!
wendland-hater
el salvador
got whipped by his daddy
beena, can you tell me what time it is?
the clock is right in front you, sal
but i can't tell time
you're kidding?
no.
salvador.
please tell me.
10:32, sal.
i was just kidding, of course i can read time!
then tell me sal, if the big hand is on the 5, and the little one is on the 11, what time is it?
11:05?
SALVADOR!! oh my gosh.
hahahhaha...11:25!! just kidding.
HA!
diva
"don't start with me" (with the finger twisting)
"why?"
Gives "diva-tude" to wendland
wendland is mean to him
El Salvador is a true "diva" (lil john). ha!
i love you salvador!
adorable
funny
innocent
naive
clever!
wendland-hater
el salvador
got whipped by his daddy
beena, can you tell me what time it is?
the clock is right in front you, sal
but i can't tell time
you're kidding?
no.
salvador.
please tell me.
10:32, sal.
i was just kidding, of course i can read time!
then tell me sal, if the big hand is on the 5, and the little one is on the 11, what time is it?
11:05?
SALVADOR!! oh my gosh.
hahahhaha...11:25!! just kidding.
HA!
diva
"don't start with me" (with the finger twisting)
"why?"
Gives "diva-tude" to wendland
wendland is mean to him
El Salvador is a true "diva" (lil john). ha!
i love you salvador!
just a day, just an ordinary day.
just trying to get by.
in summer school, that is.
-Salvador diva
-alexis-axis
-christian tiffany
-tube top amandapanda
-tasha fish
-jackie...welll....
-DESTINEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hold that mouth!
-Jorge-Felipe-huhh??
-Sam fitty-nine
-Sam-thinks she's hot-rude to wendland-called him fat and ugly to his face-warped tour vents?- well, sor-ry!
-lil' john. cutie pie.
-Abdallah, do a somersault!
-You're a magazine!
-HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
-Beena laughs at everything
-Wendland's class.
first year takin summer school and who mofo-in knew it'd be this much fun??! out salt in wendland's water today. twas jackie's way of getting back at him for all the hot messes he's given her. he was disappointed...i suppose i would be to if i was expecting some huge prank and it ended up to be salt in my water (???) but twas very funny. We all laughed super hard. Stomach cramps. WOWA. tomorrow is thank gosh my last day and after that, it's TA for wendland. 1st AND 2nd period! SICKKKNESSSS. Summer school is taking over my life, i swear.
anyone up fo chillin???
wait...
don't answer that.
in summer school, that is.
-Salvador diva
-alexis-axis
-christian tiffany
-tube top amandapanda
-tasha fish
-jackie...welll....
-DESTINEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hold that mouth!
-Jorge-Felipe-huhh??
-Sam fitty-nine
-Sam-thinks she's hot-rude to wendland-called him fat and ugly to his face-warped tour vents?- well, sor-ry!
-lil' john. cutie pie.
-Abdallah, do a somersault!
-You're a magazine!
-HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
-Beena laughs at everything
-Wendland's class.
first year takin summer school and who mofo-in knew it'd be this much fun??! out salt in wendland's water today. twas jackie's way of getting back at him for all the hot messes he's given her. he was disappointed...i suppose i would be to if i was expecting some huge prank and it ended up to be salt in my water (???) but twas very funny. We all laughed super hard. Stomach cramps. WOWA. tomorrow is thank gosh my last day and after that, it's TA for wendland. 1st AND 2nd period! SICKKKNESSSS. Summer school is taking over my life, i swear.
anyone up fo chillin???
wait...
don't answer that.
My 6,205th day of this incredible journey called "Life"
But day one of furreal furreal blogging.
I really do regret what I did. I regretted it since the day it was produced in my mind. I think what i did is proof that desperate times really do call for desperate measures. Please excuse my ambiguity in telling you exactly what it is that i did. I'm not trying to set you up for excitement or create thoughts in your head, but I honestly cannot tell you what happened. I guess i'm just writing to clear my mind, but not give away too much personal info. And hey! No one's forcing you to read this, right? I think if you compare everything bad thing i've done in my life, this is definitely to worst one. No it has no relevance to drugs, alcohol, a fight, or a boy...but it was still terrible. I feel so bad. I usually don't have a conscience about anything i do, but this time i did. I never slept because all i could think about was what will happen to me the next day. It's over now and i got what i expected. But i think if anyone were in my situation...as many times as i have been...they would have acted along the lines of how i did. I'm not a bad person, i just do things without thinking and never really think about what will happen to me in the future. I'm a live for today kinda girl. Because of what i did, i can't go to this concert that i've been DYING to go to since i found out about it last year and the sand of trust with my parents at the top of the hourglass is slowly falling down.
But it's okay, right?? I'm only human and how can i learn without making mistakes? I will never lie again. I can't and i refuse to. What's done is done. this dark past is the past and the only way to go now is ahead. The future is what awaits and i know it's gonna be bright. :)
-Beena
I really do regret what I did. I regretted it since the day it was produced in my mind. I think what i did is proof that desperate times really do call for desperate measures. Please excuse my ambiguity in telling you exactly what it is that i did. I'm not trying to set you up for excitement or create thoughts in your head, but I honestly cannot tell you what happened. I guess i'm just writing to clear my mind, but not give away too much personal info. And hey! No one's forcing you to read this, right? I think if you compare everything bad thing i've done in my life, this is definitely to worst one. No it has no relevance to drugs, alcohol, a fight, or a boy...but it was still terrible. I feel so bad. I usually don't have a conscience about anything i do, but this time i did. I never slept because all i could think about was what will happen to me the next day. It's over now and i got what i expected. But i think if anyone were in my situation...as many times as i have been...they would have acted along the lines of how i did. I'm not a bad person, i just do things without thinking and never really think about what will happen to me in the future. I'm a live for today kinda girl. Because of what i did, i can't go to this concert that i've been DYING to go to since i found out about it last year and the sand of trust with my parents at the top of the hourglass is slowly falling down.
But it's okay, right?? I'm only human and how can i learn without making mistakes? I will never lie again. I can't and i refuse to. What's done is done. this dark past is the past and the only way to go now is ahead. The future is what awaits and i know it's gonna be bright. :)
-Beena
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